orange jazz

February’s Special - heartbroken
for february i prepared two shows. one for those in love, and one for those heartbroken. because we all go through both phases.

i was hurt. i was cheated on. i was lied to.
i was loved, i was cherished, i was chosen.
and still ended up heartbroken.

for a long time i kept wondering if i’ll ever find someone. because this is what we all want, isn’t it?
and when i was 22 after my first breakup my life seemed to be falling apart.
always wondering if the pain will go away or not. if i’ll ever find someone again. lol.

now i’m soon to be 28, single,
but aware that i might go through this again,
and i’m ok with that.

because you repeat the process until
you meet someone who is right for you,
and you are right for them.

and ‘right’ means something else to everyone.
you just have to figure that out.
and you figure that out while trying, meeting, and allowing yourself to feel.
it’s a process, and it’s part of our beautiful life.

until then, listen to this mix and feel your emotions.
see where they take you, and who you think of.
you’ll understand yourself better.

hope it helps a little.